I watched their old behind the scene clips. I cried all of the sudden for don noe what reason. maybe i'm missing them. maybe something happened to me. maybe my menses coming. maybe somewhere in my heart, im weak. maybe im longing for them to be here with me. maybe i just want to cry. maybe... im so not myself now. i miss dongbang really much. im missing myself. missing something. missing my mummy. missing my emotion. missing everything. everything everyone is missing. well, missing dongbang maybe ridicules to some of you. but i don care what you say, cause i'm really missing them. i shall continue to let my tears drop and soon I will be okay. Soon I can get to see them, soon... im waiting..