죄송합니다 Date: 월요일, 1월 5 || Time: 오후 11:23:00

클레리스 감사합니다. if not, i think i will just break down and cry in the public. i think i shall not do what i'm not suppose to do already. i got punished. I shall throw away TVXQ for 3 weeks.(i don think i can do it), cause they are the cause of this to happen. =(( i'm still under shock now, my mind is in the unstable state. I nearly lost my lappy yesterday, left it in the toilet at tanjong pagar. Only realise my missing lappy when i'm already reach kallang on my way home. I was so shocked. How can I be so absent-minded? I took my phone and call whoever is first on my contact list. Claris calmed me down by talking to me, trying to control my tears from rolling down. "If the lappy is not there, what am I gg to do? what am I gg to tell my mum? There's UT tml, i'm gg missed it?" My thought was in a mess, 'what if' ? The train was like crawling, took so long to reach tanjong pagar. Once I reached TP, I ran as fast as i could back to the toilet, but the lappy was not there anymore. I got panic! was still on the phone with Claris, she asked me to ask around the shop. So I paused and stop my tears before approaching them. But my voice was too shaky to talk, I forced my voice out loud so that he can hear me. He asked his colleague, I saw his reaction and i turned away from him. My mind was in a shocking state, as if it's too hard for me to accept the fact. BLANK! i cnt think anymore. I wanted to cry out loud and let it all out before I can start to think again. A lady heard me, she went out of her shop and asked me whether I'm looking for a lappy. I nodded and ran towards. She took the lappy and pass it to me. She told me that the information counter was closed therefore she kept it with her. I thanked her and the guy who was standing beside me, trying to help me. On the way back, I felt so weak. As if something huge just got lifted out of my body. I'm so tired, so dizzy, so stone, so frozen. Staring into the space. I couldn't think of anything, I just want some one to talk to me. but i'm too weak to talk, too blank to think of anything. I dragged myself home, bathe and went to bed. And again, Thanks Claris for being there for me. =)) ................................ ❤if LOVE can bring me a step closer to you. i will continue LOVING you.❤ I promised. 라벨: 내 이야기 (Back to top, Baby. )

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