my everyday life is filled with laughter, laughter and more laughter. I LOVE to laugh, cas it make my mood better.

I will forgot about what happened early that make sad after I laughed.

Been laughing and laughing in class today. like almost everyday.... Emily is so funny lar. She totally remind me of laiyin, the one in secondary school times. lols.

Angelyn asked me when I started laughing like dat, I don noe how to answer her sia. but now i got da answer liao. I think is after I walked out of my past. I've been stuck in my past for 2-3 years, slowly I learn to forget and walk out of it.

I became optimistic and cheerful after that. if you asked my friends, they will say that i'm very pessimistic in the past. what i think of is "DIE", nothing else. PATHETIC right?!

Seriously, i never regret what I have done in the past, because of all that, i learned alot of things, in a cruel way. that made me remember it FOREVER.

But sometimes, whenever I talked about the pain, I will still shiver with fear... you will not understand how I feel until you go through it. I do not like giving other advices, because they will not agree with you. so why not just let them have it their own ways and learn it themselves?!?!

I had 11 years of social conflict life. and now i want 11 years of peaceful life. please. at least return me those days i've lost. eversince from primary 1, i kena bullied by my best friend. cheated, lied, stole, snatch, boycott me. whatever you can think of, all happened to me. I may sound like exaggerating but ya. my life was full of bitches... Because I'm a quiet girl, when people bully me, I don voice out. I cried at home. they took advantage of me. seriously, my life just sucked.

But from all these experience, I learn to be strong, learn to protect myself from those bitches. I FCUKING hate them. I'm not going be a MIMOSA, but a Butterwort. gonna eat up those who trys to take advantage of me.

who say micky not handsome. he got da CHARISMA man... he is another sexy guy llar. makes ur heart melt.

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