Today is monday, and it's java too. Ben nvr come school today, so no help from him. arwh... Java can really make me cry sia. almost cry today. feel so helpless and clueless.

3 helpless girl sitting at the table, staring at the script.

The way my facil speak is very loud and firm, as if like he is being fierce, but he's not. Warxx.. loud ii scare llar. lol. ii asked him some question, den he asked me back that am ii sure that ii wan to ask him question? and he make sure that ii will regret. den he told the class to see how my reaction after he finished teaching me.

lols.

ii, Koh JiaYing, got scare so easily wan mehs. you think uu loud ii scare arhs. ii can be loud too, but my voice arhs. won come out. lols.

Finally, ii solved my java with the help from alvin. So happy. first time solving java alone myself. jumpjump.

but iim not gonna do it again. Ben pls come to school and help the 3 poor girl.

fever... my whole body is emitting hot air.

woke up early yst, cas ii felt my whole body being so hot, and my throat so dry. 38degree. lols. thinking of not gg to school the next day but bo bian, java cannot skip. slight fever this morning. coughing and slight sore throat. now feeling better.

thinking wad to do for my PP. case study of wad? any one got any idea? lols. Mas Selamat? lols. Everyone seems to have forgotten abt him, including me. until jsa now ii saw the news den rembr abt Mas Selamat. No news of them lately. I think he's dead. Went online to check on him, read alot of comments, and i'm laughing my head off. Sg's joke in the history. maybe in the future, our social study or history textbook got "Mas Selamat escaped from singapore detention centre, and has not been found." lols. this is more of a joke den something serious. SG is not that TRANSPARENCY anyway! Sh!t.

am ii gonna be sued??

ii think everyone will get depression, is just the matter of time. Depression is like part of our life, where everyone will go through. I don know but ya. I got depression before, now ii find it so stupid. being depressed because of that fcuking guy. anyway, no matter what just look on the bright side okks?! which will seriously help you in everything you do. just tell urself something positive. you will learn to smile after dat. That's what i gain after losing.

I always believe that I will GAIN something and LOSE something at the SAME time.

gonna send him something when he is back in korea.

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